Wednesday, December 29

I believe in being honest, true, chaste, benevolent, virtuous, and in doing good to all men... I believe all things, I hope all things, I have endured many things, and hope to be able to endure all things.  If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, I seek after these things.

Wednesday, December 15

Just Once

I want to take one set of finals without my life falling apart.  Just one.  Aren't the stress of finals enough?  Do I really need this added stress every.  freaking. time?

Tuesday, December 14

1:18

I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long. You don't know me now, I kinda thought that you should somehow.  I feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes.  I've been changin' - think it's funny how now one knows.  So why ya gotta stand there looking like the answer now?  I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin' on.  I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on.  You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around.  So are you gonna stand there?  Are you gonna help me out?  You need to be together now.  Now I'm cryin' - isn't that what you want?  At times - I do believe I am strong.  So someone tell me why do I feel stupid?

I need you now.  Do you think you can cope?  You figured me out - I'm a child and I'm hopeless, bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken.


Saturday, December 4

The Northern Lights Will Make You Cry

And people have told me how to be happy, but I find their remedies empty.

Thursday, December 2

I am not the only one who has ever been cornered, and suddenly God splits the sea.
I am not the only one who has needed a Savior and prayed for the one who can save me.
I am not the only one who has ever been friendless and lost in a wilderness place.
I am not the only one who's been rescued by mercy in exchange for my silvers of perfect faith.
I'm not the only one.